Born into Brothels

turtles: so happy together

Do you know what brothels means?

I know I don't (at first lah), until I watched this documentary,

Born Into Brothels

"Born into Brothels is a portrait of several unforgettable children who live in the red light district of Calcutta, where their mothers work as prostitutes.

Zana Briski, a New York-based photographer, gives each of the children a camera and teaches them to look at the world with new eyes.

Boleh rasa happy, geram dan sedih bila tengok documentary ni.

And then after 30 minutes of the documentary, you'll start to love these kids and cheer for a happy ending for them.

Dokumentari ni agak slow, tapi kalau ada masa (dan ada mood), cuba la tengok.

Cheers!

lala land

i wish to go to lala land.

Lalalalalalala~

Round round merry go round

Round round merry go round.

Funny.

Everytime I thought I'm getting closer to Him, I don't.

While I see people around me getting closer and closer, I've become further and further.

And to think I was so eager to learn and become a better muslim in my first year here.

Rebellion stage?

Nope. That's not an excuse. Because I truly believe that even if you are born as a muslim, you still have the tanggungjawab to learn more about our beloved religion and become a better person.

But for now, it is not as manis as it used to be.

I feel pathetic.

Well, life is like that.

Man jadda wajada kan?

jumaat ramblings

wang lee hom: hua tian chuo

Today I told myself,

"Just have fun in life aisyah. No need to take things too seriously. Santai aja "

I'm not sure whether it'll last long but I guess I'll just have to live in the moment.

I admit this past few weeks have been emotionally and spiritually tiring.

And it is not entirely because of my studies.

So if I have this time to be happy and positive in life, I think I should just go along with it. Atleast I don't feel any weight bearing me down. I'm contend with myself now (Please emphasize the 'now' part)

If let say tomorrow or the day after that I'll become (again) bitter in life, then let it be. It'll be just another day I have to go through with.

I guess someway or another, not thinking about what others think of me and not compare myself with others, is the best advice I could always give to myself. But of course it is always easier said than done. Afterall, the worst critique, our worst enemy is always our self.

But for now I just don't care.

Baby steps pun baby steps lah.

Cheers!

:)

Jom boogie woogie!

I would absolutely LOVE to join something like this,

I Love Lunch! Musical!

or even this!

Dance! Dance!

Cool kan?

Haha. Tak kesah lah walaupun membodohkan sendiri.

So apa lagi, lets shake our boogie woogie and smile like a woogie joogie!

Ohya, check out this also:

Piano Stairs: FunTheory
Dustbin: FunTheory

puppets of life

joshua radin and schuyler fisk: paper weight

puppets of life
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Puppets of life aisyah?

Oh god, I sound so morbid.

Just the other night I drew this creepy boy holding a lollipop with an empty eyeballs. At the end, I was the one freak out! Siap bayangkan budak laki tu berdiri sebelah katil masa nak tidur :/

Tapi untuk membela diri yang sememangnya penakut, lukisan tu dilukis around midnight yang masa budak rumah semua (i say SEMUA) dah tidur. Takut ooo!

At the end tidur bukak lampu.

Isk isk isk aisyah.

ps: terimakaseh daun keladi cik bedah (dengan gaya Imran) untuk laptop!

ps: stacey and hema dah selesai fast! yahooo! jom parsley bebeh!

sakit kepala

joshua radin: closer

Sakit kepala.

If I could sleep through it, I will. But no, I don't.

Stupid.

It's even stupider to hear people complaint they have too much sleep.

What a brag. I feel like giving a punch on his/her face.

Ignore me. I'm agitated.

Oh wait, don't ignore me yet.

It annoys me when people say to me something like "kita kena ikhlaskan hati" or "janganlah marah, bersabarlah bla bla bla"

You really walk the talk meh?

And please, don't reply back by saying everyone is not perfect and trying their best to be better bla bla bla bla crap.

Eh?

That doesn't sound right, right?

Sound hypocritical.

Ok, ignore me now. I'm agitated.