Tuesday, August 25, 2009

>> as much i..


as much as i want to say
yes, jom!
let's give it a try!
that much i wanna say
takpala..
i'll pass
i don't think so

25 August 2009

Thursday, August 20, 2009

Sms dari Zala

Salam,

Sms from Zala

"Just keep praying for it. Cause this year is a bit difficult. I'll let everyone know when everything is decided. I think around October"

Dear Encik October, I hope you'll bring me good news. *silent pray*

Wednesday, August 12, 2009

>> hush hush


hush hush little girl
just smile
and it will fades away

12 August 2009

Tuesday, August 4, 2009

Dia

Salam,

I don't particularly have a role model. So being the second last of the sibling, I always look up to my older abang and kakak (walaupun perangai diorang cam senget je sebenarnya):

-Kak Azreen (the genius whiz in my family, tu piala besaq2 kat umah hat dia la tu)
-Kak Vovi (my kakak ipar-an avid reader like my Pa and Kak Azreen, she always have a thing to say about, well mostly everthing!)
-Kak Asmah (our own Jamie Oliver)
-and my abang poyot (emm, my abang poyot lah!)

But when one day my pa forced me to watch this one particular interview of a person in the tv, I was dumbstruck- awed to be more precise.

There in the tv was this plump lady in her early 40s talking passionately about what she do. I didn't exactly remember what she said, but I remembered when she open her mouth and speaks,she got my full attention on her.

She had a soft voice yet very firm. She speaks of her passion of humanitarian work, her husband's support (you see, she's always out of town flying here and there) and her children's acceptance of what she do. I remembered liking the way she speaks english. Clear, simple and you get the message across. Tak gedik2 sok nak cakap macam orang putih. One thing that amazes me, she's a woman. A muslim woman. ~girl power wei! hiks~

That night, I searched more about her.

She is Dr. Jemilah Mahmood , co founder of MERCY Malaysia.

Today I found out she's leaving MERCY and appointed a post in the UNFPA (United Nations Population Fund) at NY.

I'm sad, yes. But at the same time I'm happy for her. She's one amazing woman, that you can't stop trying to be one. She is after all more or less the reason Im still taking medicine.

So to Tan Sri Dr. Jemilah Mahmood, terima kasih. :)

"If I could reach up and hold a star for every time a person we have helped made me smile, the entire evening sky would be in the palm of my hand"

Tan Sri Dr. Jemilah Mahmood
I wish I could too

One day one day
That one day will come
InsyaAllah

Monday, August 3, 2009

Zac Efron

i think i have a crush on Zac Efron. hoho

*air liur drooling*
ngeheee

Saturday, August 1, 2009

bolehkah?


I wanna be a doctor.
A GOOD doctor.
fullstop




bisa kah? god's will

2 August 2009

Wednesday, July 29, 2009

Kampung Pantos (Part 2)

Salam,

For this Kampung Pantos Part 2, I think I'll write in english, since the main reason for me too write a blog is to improve my rojak english kan. duh kesian!

After breakfast, we continue our journey. By the time we reached the kampung, I was already feeling dizzy rasa nak muntah. Lemah sungguh aisyah! ish

Anyway, going to Kampung Pantos have gain me a lot of firsts..

1. My first time stay at a perkampungan orang asli
2. My first time stay at perkampungan orang asli that only connected by jambatan gantung
3. My first time taking wudhuk from sungai. Sungai yang warna teh tarik wooo:)
4. My first time taking wudhuk malam2 or subuh2 with torchlights as our only source of light.
5. My first time learning bahasa orang asli. "mai cak cak!" *jom makan!*
6. My first time joining SALAM's activities that requires me to stay somewhere overnight, 3 hari 2 malam (usually is only a day)
7. My first time joining SALAM's activities that invloves a lot of NGO; SALAM, ASDAF, Islamic Outreach (IOA), PPUKM, some volunteers from UIA. the more the merrier ek?
8. My first time, one of the orang kampung ask me "kenapa belajar di Indonesia, negara kita takda tempat nak belajar medik ke?" (usually this questions only ask by the indonesians. haish)
9. My first time went from one rumah orang asli to another for usrah (ajar mengucap dan baca Al Fatihah)
10. My first time into an orang asli's house!
11. My first time check my blood glucose and know such equipment name "glucometer"exist! (kenapa kita tak belajar lagi yerk?)
12. My first time naik sampan panjang.
13. My first time saw beautiful stars and moon from perkampungan orang asli
14. My first time jaga post pendaftaran for medical checkup. (actually I'm hoping to do BP)
15. and my first time a guy come up to me and say he likes my name. hehe, yea nama saya memang menarik :P

..and going to this programme, I've met up a lot of remarkable people..

1. A 21 year old guy who can speak 11 language. Or so they say. I only witness he talks Thai and mandarin
2. An ustaz from jakarta who berdakwah to perkampungan di Indonesia and also in Malaysia
3. Two girls, form 1 and form 4, whose family has been doing volunteering work since they're 4 years old
4. A soft spoken UKM medical students who is siamese Malaysian.
5. It is (no kidding) a small world! I met Gobi's cousin and Abg Nuar's fiancee's friend. (6 degree connection la katakan)
6. 2 UIA students and one UM students who is actively involves in volunteering work (they went to much remote areas before). Rasa rendah diri je dengan diorang.
7. Kak Mas's husband. He reads a lot, we talk topics from Palestines issues, Freemasons, the pyramids, Dalai Lama etc
8. A lot of volunteers who has experience volunteering outside Malaysia. Cambodia, Aceh, Jogjakarta and remote areas in Sarawak.

Pictures,


jambatan gantung

anak-anak orang asli

makan ya dik..

jeti, tu la sampan kene naik nak amik wudhuk

aktiviti membersihkan diri

rumah disana

pendaftaran. Kak Syah di belakang. ewah ewaah

medical checkup post by UKM students

aktiviti berwarna

sukaneka. tiup belon letak tengah kelangkang

sukaneka. amik air letak dalam botol. last-last ade guna mulut nak amik.hehe

sukaneka untuk orang dewasa

bersama adik-adik yang lain

kami

thank you korang for a wonderful experience :)

one day one day
that one day will come
insyaAllah


*pictures from Kak Saadah's fb. Thanks kak!*