This is not me! It's the hormones!

If you can't fly, run

If you can't run, walk

If you can't walk, crawl

But by all means,

keep on moving

Martin Luther King

Salam,

Two months, two months man since I wrote my last blog!

Time flies, really. To think I've survived January and February still boggles me. Thesis, remedial exams, OSCE compre -those were the things that most occupies my mind. Our minds, Intermed 2007. Now looking back, I can only smile. I've made it!

Of course, there's other things that lingers. Like how I wish I study more to get above 3.5, or atleast fully control my emotions so it doesn't affects my studies. Or how I should be more proactive and spent more time on my favorites things -drawing, piano, swimming, yoga, cycling.

Or or or...

There's always more. But what is done is done kan?

Helo for another chapter of my life! Another step to become a doctor. Gosh. I've finally said it. I want to actually be a doctor. Don't ask me a reason. No, because I couldn't give a direct reason.

Coming here in Indonesia, and become a medical student was a coincidence. Well for me maybe I like to think that way. Err fate?

I do not want to become a doctor. I rebel. I did my part and try to change it. I went and ask for dentistry. I got it. But here I am, in my koas years. Koas. Co-assistent. Wait, do I really want to become a doctor? Am I strong enough? Emotionally? Physically? Soulfully? Typical me.

Sorry guys, I'm blabbering again. You know, its 'that time' again. Hormones!

Positivity, please don't leave me.

In the midst of winter,

I find myself an invincible summer

-To me and to you-

Till then,

Cheers! :)